Been doing a lot of thinking and I think I’m going to give talking to someone professional about this break up. Normally I’m able to just shake it off in time but this is really hard for me. This was something different. I saw myself spending the rest of my life with this person. I saw myself having kids and buying a home. I moved to another State for this relationship and everywhere I look down here reminds me of the life I wanted to have with her. I’m really torn apart and on top of all that my family is not helping. I use to have a close relationship with my mother but because of my relationship with Melissa we are no longer talking. So I’m stressed all across the board and I’m trying to just stay positive and not let it get to me but deep down inside I feel like I’m drowning. I try not to think too deeply into the situation but somehow I find myself right back to where I started.
Everyone go through some form of transformation, whether it is spiritually, mentally, or physically. I’m in the mist of my transformation. I’m striving to reach personal goals and perfecting personal relationships and staying positive in the mist of it all...
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