I'm ok...

Still standing and watching the tears fall from my eyes. It hurt so bad that I have become numb to the pain. I don’t know what I did to deserve to be put through this type of pain but I don’t know what it takes to get out. I’m going to take some me time and work on me. I’m going to work on the things that I don’t like about myself and take charge of my life again. I let my hurt talk for me and I let my heart make decisions for me. I guess this was my wake up call. This was Gods way of showing me that not all people are meant to be in my life. I need to stop and take a long hard look at all the people around me and find out who is significant and who is not. I was over whelmed with emotion this morning. I was fueled with anger and hurt and frustration. I didn’t understand how something that I loved and cared about so much could just fall apart and be the worst experience of my life. But something in that car came over me and said…let it go!!!! Just let go…and I instantly got a feeling of so much joy. All the anger and hurt was released in an instant. I’m going to be ok…in fact I’m going to be better then ok. I’m going to be blessed!